My kuya once told me, “Sisingilin ka ng pagpupuyat mo.”
I have proven that to be true. This first quarter of the year put a lot of sickness in my body. I have colds and fever that never goes out. I also noticed that my head aches (I don’t know if its migraine) and I’m having a hard time remembering things most of the time. Signs and symptoms of someone whose sleep deprived.
And then, I lose weight.
SO MUCH. A lot has been saying that I’m close to looking like a zombie. That made me realized that I have taken advantage of my body, health. So I quit working. That’s one of the hardest decision in my life cause I’m working not just because for myself but for my family but I can’t suffer my health and die early. Right?
I actually don’t have any idea on what will happen next (financially speaking) but I’m learning and I’m really trying my hardest to earn and save. And since I have free time already, I’m focusing more on my studies and of course my online shops! Yes, I do have two shops online — one for the bags and the other one for clothes. I’m just so glad that I’m being so productive, what I mean is, there’s more sense of fulfillment nowadays. Though I’m not earning as much as I do before, I find comfort on being so hands-on on our small business. I enjoyed going to the most far and hidden place to look for the best clothes and materials for our bags. #HirapKumitaNgPera
For now, I’m in high hopes that God will help me through this. HE WILL AND HE IS ABLE. ISANG TAON NA LANG. ONTING TYAGA PA. KAYA TO!